at last , i am lonely in this world ...........

today i am so moody ,
feel that i am lonely in this world ,
without care of family , friends and .........

last 2 week is upm H1N1 holiday ,
i am happy because can back home ,
but my mum ask me don back ,
haiz .......

last few days ,
my hp ' N81 ' finally broke up ,
cannot received and send sms ,
sometime also cannot call ,
sms is very important to me
because all people will contact me with sms ,
especially kiosk member ,
because of lack of money ,
i ask my dad , either can buy new hp for me or not ,
he say , better i don use hp ..........

why other can enjoy care of family ,
but me cannot .....

i am lonely in this world ......

H1N1 holiday

last tuesday ,
when having MA class ,
suddenly received a message ,
saying beginning tomorrow upm will close for one week ,
is a unexpected holiday ,
all my august holiday plan have to cancel because of replace ,
haiz ....

this week ,
stay at your house ,
really happy,
thank for your mum everyday prepare breakfast for me ,
n your grandmother prepare lunch and dinner for me ,

getting ordinary life with you i am happy ,
happy is based on both side not based on luxury ......

sorry if i have make you unhappy from this few days
or make you angry ....
so sorry for it .....

tomorrow have 2 test ,
so lazy to study ............
now i want sleep a while ,
study tonight ...........
gambatei for me ,
and gambatei for your assignment ............ ^^