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today feel what to write blog in chinese
but when start to write it, figure out alot of pinyin i don know,
what a failure chinese people.........

today view someone facebook,
disclover that person have change alot,
change from inside...... some how happy for that person......
last time i got love that person so much,
hate that person so much,
but today i can view that person facebook
just like viewing straighter profile, without any feel of love or hate .........

today i disclover that what buddism say what correct,
all love, hate , wants and needs just ILLUSION.
all will end of one day ......
the best way is let it go......
who know ... maybe one day u all seeing me at temple as SAMI .....

现在我很幸福

他的手掌有种粗糙的体贴,

他在我需要时候出现身边,

被你伤的那些,崩溃眼泪,

多亏他无私的奉陪,

哪天要是和你真的再见面,

谁都不要再提醒那一段从前,

有些事不面对,

反而安心安全,

你无权再动摇我的世界,

现在我有了幸福,有人照顾,应该知足,你不像他,从不让我哭,

可是我越想投入,越是生疏,抱的再紧,依旧止不住那流失的温度,

现在我不停忙碌,不断让步,想看清楚,你不像他,把我当成全部,

可是爱有时善良,有时残酷,我要如何,爱他像爱你那样义无反顾,

哪天要是和你真的再见面,

我不会提到最後和他的一切,

面对不爱的人,我终於谅解了,

曾经你用无言画的句点,

现在我有了幸福,有人照顾,应该知足,你不像他,从不让我哭,

可是我越想投入,越是生疏,抱的再紧,依旧止不住那流失的温度,

现在我不停忙碌,不断让步,想看清楚,你不像他,把我当成全部,

可是爱有时善良,有时残酷,我要如何,爱他像爱你那样义无反顾

2.30 am of 5 feb 2010

now should be the time to sleep, resting myself,
actually i feel tired but i don want to sleep,
within this few day,
read few person blog saying about true friend/ best friend,
in my world,
i can say don have friend that can share everything,
i will keep some part of myself, example my sadness, my feeling,
maybe i cannot trust people or maybe i lazy to say it out ???
recently i have slowly try to express myself to my friends,
i alway call my friends don think too much,
but i was the person alway think too much,
think about pass, present and future..............

打开窗，望着夜空那淡淡的星光，呼吸着清凉的空气，眼前的一切是那么的自然,那么的美好,那么的纯净，在这样宁静的夜晚永远不会有白昼的喧嚣，我不会觉得辛苦更不会觉得虚伪，在这样清凉的夜晚我的心是火热的，我会觉得孤单却不会感到悲伤,只有在这样宁静清凉的夜晚我才会放松下来，也只有这个时刻我才可以做回自己。

valentine day

14 th of february is valentine day ,
but i never have proper valentine with my love one........
nvr got the chance to try how the feel to celebrate valentine day ......
getting supprise .......
this year valentine day at cny ...
probably just sleep at home ... haiz