down ,,,,,,,

下雨了， 仿佛连天空也懂得我此刻的心情， 心情好低落， 好想大哭一场。。。。。

now i at library .....
should be study now ....
but really not mood to study .....
feeling down .....
it is someone really care for me ??
i hope to hear : it is you hungry nw ? someone take care me .....
sometime don want back home ,
when back home ,
have to face many problem .......
due to parent ......
sometime always argue with dad .....
it is the way of communicate with dad just like this ??
why cannot talk easily with me ?
i really hope for family care .....
but nvr get it .....

exam soon .....

few more week will be final exam .....
need to study hard
i hope can better gpa for this sem
gambatei !! go go ... flighting ^^

holiday soon .....

next week is holiday .....
so happy ...
waiting for long time , finally can back home .....

at last , i am lonely in this world ...........

today i am so moody ,
feel that i am lonely in this world ,
without care of family , friends and .........

last 2 week is upm H1N1 holiday ,
i am happy because can back home ,
but my mum ask me don back ,
haiz .......

last few days ,
my hp ' N81 ' finally broke up ,
cannot received and send sms ,
sometime also cannot call ,
sms is very important to me
because all people will contact me with sms ,
especially kiosk member ,
because of lack of money ,
i ask my dad , either can buy new hp for me or not ,
he say , better i don use hp ..........

why other can enjoy care of family ,
but me cannot .....

i am lonely in this world ......

H1N1 holiday

last tuesday ,
when having MA class ,
suddenly received a message ,
saying beginning tomorrow upm will close for one week ,
is a unexpected holiday ,
all my august holiday plan have to cancel because of replace ,
haiz ....

this week ,
stay at your house ,
really happy,
thank for your mum everyday prepare breakfast for me ,
n your grandmother prepare lunch and dinner for me ,

getting ordinary life with you i am happy ,
happy is based on both side not based on luxury ......

sorry if i have make you unhappy from this few days
or make you angry ....
so sorry for it .....

tomorrow have 2 test ,
so lazy to study ............
now i want sleep a while ,
study tonight ...........
gambatei for me ,
and gambatei for your assignment ............ ^^

..................

suddenly i feel safely besides you ,
you give me the feeling i didnt have before ,
i very happy when you share everything with me ,
intro me to you friends ,
maybe now is no the time of climax in our story ,
but i hope our story can little by little without a letup ,
let our story can like a curve that upward curve , never have the day of downward .......
thank of bringing me the life i havent before ,
THANK

already opening school ...............

already second week for new semesta ,
feel very tired ,
yesterday sleep at 3 am , but have to wake up at 7 sumthin cause have class at 8 am ,
but when enter the class , lecturer didnt came in class ,
wait until 8 45 then we all go out from class ,
but that lecturer have attend class for 12 pm ,,,,
if he cannot attend class should inform us early ar
then we no need wake up so early .....
wuwu....

last friday go bbq with shyan at his sister there
thank for sister for invite me go ,
thank for shyan cause bbq for me ,
thank for ooi tee cause let us have single time together n thank for him for fecth me few time ,

i really happy when stay at shyan there ,
maybe didnt do anything special ,
but i am so happy ,
cause happy can from simply thing ,,,,,,,,

now go out PM with shyan and ooi tee ^^