holiday soon .....

next week is holiday .....
so happy ...
waiting for long time , finally can back home .....

at last , i am lonely in this world ...........

today i am so moody ,
feel that i am lonely in this world ,
without care of family , friends and .........

last 2 week is upm H1N1 holiday ,
i am happy because can back home ,
but my mum ask me don back ,
haiz .......

last few days ,
my hp ' N81 ' finally broke up ,
cannot received and send sms ,
sometime also cannot call ,
sms is very important to me
because all people will contact me with sms ,
especially kiosk member ,
because of lack of money ,
i ask my dad , either can buy new hp for me or not ,
he say , better i don use hp ..........

why other can enjoy care of family ,
but me cannot .....

i am lonely in this world ......

H1N1 holiday

last tuesday ,
when having MA class ,
suddenly received a message ,
saying beginning tomorrow upm will close for one week ,
is a unexpected holiday ,
all my august holiday plan have to cancel because of replace ,
haiz ....

this week ,
stay at your house ,
really happy,
thank for your mum everyday prepare breakfast for me ,
n your grandmother prepare lunch and dinner for me ,

getting ordinary life with you i am happy ,
happy is based on both side not based on luxury ......

sorry if i have make you unhappy from this few days
or make you angry ....
so sorry for it .....

tomorrow have 2 test ,
so lazy to study ............
now i want sleep a while ,
study tonight ...........
gambatei for me ,
and gambatei for your assignment ............ ^^

..................

suddenly i feel safely besides you ,
you give me the feeling i didnt have before ,
i very happy when you share everything with me ,
intro me to you friends ,
maybe now is no the time of climax in our story ,
but i hope our story can little by little without a letup ,
let our story can like a curve that upward curve , never have the day of downward .......
thank of bringing me the life i havent before ,
THANK

already opening school ...............

already second week for new semesta ,
feel very tired ,
yesterday sleep at 3 am , but have to wake up at 7 sumthin cause have class at 8 am ,
but when enter the class , lecturer didnt came in class ,
wait until 8 45 then we all go out from class ,
but that lecturer have attend class for 12 pm ,,,,
if he cannot attend class should inform us early ar
then we no need wake up so early .....
wuwu....

last friday go bbq with shyan at his sister there
thank for sister for invite me go ,
thank for shyan cause bbq for me ,
thank for ooi tee cause let us have single time together n thank for him for fecth me few time ,

i really happy when stay at shyan there ,
maybe didnt do anything special ,
but i am so happy ,
cause happy can from simply thing ,,,,,,,,

now go out PM with shyan and ooi tee ^^

Michael Jackson

据美国媒体，当地时间6月25日14时26分(北京时间26日5时26分)，美国流行天王迈克尔-杰克逊在洛杉矶突发心脏病离世，终年50岁。杰克逊的哥哥在接受记者采访时说，医生们花了一个多小时来紧急抢救杰克逊，但仍然无法挽救他的生命。　　

迈克尔-杰克逊的哥哥杰麦恩在接受记者采访时说，医生诊断杰克逊死于突发性心脏病，他于当地时间25日下午13时14分(北京时间26日4时14分)被紧急送往医院，包括外科医生和心脏病专家在内的医生此前已经在手术室等候，他们急救了1个小时，但未能挽救杰克逊的生命。　　

迈克尔-杰克逊的家族好友布赖恩-奥克斯曼在接受记者采访时暗示，迈克尔-杰克逊突发心脏病前一直在服用医生开的处方药，很可能是滥用药物导致他突发心脏病死亡的。布赖恩-奥克斯曼说，2007年2月，39岁的《花花公子》封面女郎安娜-尼格尔-史密斯离世，她就是因为滥服药物导致心脏病突发，这一点与迈克尔-杰克逊非常类似。布赖恩-奥克斯曼说，“迈克尔-杰克逊是我的好朋友，我对于他的去世感到非常悲痛。他的亲人目前也都赶到了医院，他们由于过于伤心而不愿相信迈克尔已经死亡的事实。”　　

迈克尔-杰克逊突发心脏病后被紧急送往加州大学洛杉矶分校医学中心，并在这里被医生宣布死亡。一位名叫布鲁诺- 皮尔斯的目击者说，迈克尔-杰克逊死亡的消息公布后，大批歌迷纷纷赶到这里，数量多达数百人，他们高喊着迈克尔-杰克逊的名字，很多人都在悲痛地哭泣。为防止发生意外骚乱事件，当地警方已经向加州大学洛杉矶分校医学中心加派了警力。随着时间一分一秒过去，涌入的人群也越来越多，大家都挤在迈克尔-杰克逊送医时的入口，有些人放声大哭，有些人引颈盼望，等候医院正式宣布迈克尔-杰克逊的状况，媒体采访直升机也在医院上空盘旋，许多采访车也都停放在通往医院的街道上。另外，还有不少民众拿起手机，与亲朋好友通报有关迈克尔-杰克逊的消息。　　

洛杉矶警察局一位名叫格瑞戈-斯特恩克的警官说，一架直升机载着迈克尔-杰克逊的遗体离开加州大学洛杉矶分校医学中心，目前已经送往洛杉矶验尸官的办公室，并将于明天正式开始验尸。格瑞戈-斯特恩克说，警方目前正在调派最有名的专家前来检验尸体，对于这种有影响力的人物的突发死亡，验尸是非常正常的。「洛杉磯時報」（Los Angeles Times）今天搶先報導，美西時間今天中午12時30分左右，麥可傑克森在家中昏迷，家人打電話報警，急救人員抵達時，發現他已經沒有呼吸，緊急送醫陷入昏迷狀況。「美國有線電視新聞網」今天下午證實，麥可傑克森已經死亡，得年50。

消息傳出，這位男星被送急救的UCLA醫學中心外面湧來大批民眾聚集。部份好萊塢娛樂媒體報導，麥可傑克森死因為心臟驟停，但這項消息尚未得到證實。麥可傑克森1958年8月29日出生於美國印第安納州，幼年時期與哥哥們組成The Jackson 5合唱團出道，1980年代則是他歌唱事業顛峰時期。1982年，他的「戰慄」（Thriller）專輯創下年美國銷售2600萬張、全球累計狂賣 4000萬張無人能及的紀錄。1993年，在流行樂壇叱吒風雲的天王巨星麥可傑克森捲入涉嫌性侵害男童風波，雖然後來雙方在1994年以未透露數額的金錢賠償達成私下和解，但卻一直無法擺脫這起事件對他演藝事業造成的陰影。

永别了!

today morning ,

know the dead new of MJ.

suddenly i feel that life is unexpected ,

this moment you alive , next moment might not ...........

no matter rich or poor ,

one day we have to dead ,

what we leaving just corpse , bone ............

i dono when my date is came ,

i dono when i pass away have anyone sad cause me .

remember me , i dono .........

i dono now 'u' is my everything or not ,

have tt friends tell me , love is everything ,

but i scare getting hurt again ,

i really scare ......

but can i don put 'u' as everything ??

i think i cannot ,

i already put u as first , as everything .........

am my decision is right ? or wrong ?

i dono , i just hope ..............

keh lok si ,,,,,,,,,,,,

already long time didnt go keh lok si ,

when i seeing the great of Buddhism ,

i feel peaceful .....

human is getting war because want to fulfill self needs ,

prove their are more stronger that other ,

thousand and more people are suffer because of few people selfish ......

it is be worth ???

parent losing their children at war ......

children losing their child life , some have to involve in war .............

'BORN , OLD , SICK AND DIE' every one also will pass this four step ......

when we complaint of something , try to think those unlucky people in poor country .......

we should thank for what we have right now .............

if have the ability , help those unlucky one ............

i saw fish was swim in circular round ,

the same theory also face by human ,

if you treat someone good , someone will treat you good also ,

opposite .....

in front of Buddha , i have make few wish ........

i wish , the world is peaceful .....

i wish , my parent and friends can happy always ...........

i wish , SECRET .......................