issues

first issue,
about my coursemate pandai kira ......
erm, i agree that he is pandai kira
but this is nt a mistake,
is his right to get what he desired to get ,
but just maybe the way he express nt suitable

second issue,
help ppl or trouble urself when help ppl ......
few of my friends say me keep trouble myself when help ppl,
say me too kind until over de,
car issue
- ya, i would borrow my car to friends or fetch they if i treat u as friend.....
-but some contribution are needed even i never mention it
- and i borrow car or fetch because i treat u as friend, not because this is my duties and responsibilities ...

third issue,
care about feeling of others ......
i admit that sometime i didnt so care about others feeling ,
(i) decision
- i dislike when decision is make without discuss with me , deemed like i nt within the group
(ii) using of place or others
- i very welcome that any1 is organise party or whatever events in our house
- but this must make sure every1 in our house is know about it and agree about this. ytd i asking one of my housemate about this, he just notice got event happen. so info others is necessary next time.
(iii) waiting issue
- sometime i also will let ppl wait, i apologize for this
- if random wait or just got reason , then i can wait with patient,
- but if alway wait because of sleep late , then i really cannot tahan lo==1

i want to say sorry if i have make any mistake
but i also hope that there r improvement at future .....

艾草

I watch this movie because i had read one blog posted about this movie.
In this movie, the mother take care her son n daughter by her self without husband.
When her son and daughter already grown up, she finger out that her son is a gay and her daughter had born a baby without married.
However, she able to accept her son and daughter time by time.
No matter what we do, but deeply inside, we are love our parents.

Sexual of children is the main issue to judge a children ?
I don think so ......
A gay or lesbian also can contribute to family and national .
A gay or lesbian also can love their parents as same as normal human being.

It is having baby without married is unaccepted ?
Especially at Asian family , the anwer was unacceptable .
But if you think deeply,
it is failure married will bring happyness to baby ?
The answer was No.
No matter how was the situation ,
In order to let the kid grown up healthy , is showing love to the kid.......

Lastly, i hope that Asian parents can be more open minded to accept their kids,
accept who their really are ,
this not only will make their kids happy but also will bring happyness to the family ........

生日。。。

今年的生日，我呆在家。。。
没有什么的庆祝，
就在家平平静静的度过，

22年来，
从未有过真正的庆生，
蛋糕，
也许对别人来说并不重要，
我没有过真正的生日蛋糕，
今天，我到pasar买所谓的菜燕蛋糕。。。
安慰自己，自欺欺人

不过还是谢谢我几位朋友，
ally , kim fong n suk hui ~ thank for send me lovely birthday card n video
desmond sim n talisha tan ~ thank for birthday gift
thank from those friends send me greeting at facebook and sms

当心情不好，喝酒是容易醉的~~~

刚才，我和几个朋友去喝啤酒，
这是第一次，
当我刚喝1瓶啤酒，
我觉得醉了..........
喝酒是容易醉的~~~原来心情不好时喝酒是容易醉的~~~
往事，过去的种种，会不会再重复？
好怕， 我好害怕~~~

相信或不相信吗？

我已经累了，希望不要再次受伤....
我的朋友告诉我，
我们的自我保护的最好办法是，我们只是把50％的感觉在友谊和爱情.....
另外50％保持我们的心里面，别人会伤害我们....
在现实生活中，当我们越来越认识的朋友和爱人，我们往往会成为盲人，也许直到有百分之百的信任我们的朋友和爱人，最后被别人伤害.....

在这个时刻，
我不知道我可以相信某些人或不相信
在过去的日子，我都选择相信一些人，
不过，后来我受到伤害，
我真的害怕再次受伤害......

希望......
我不敢有希望.....
希望的相反的是伤害，
我真的恐慌，

经过1年半，
甚至认为我的伤已经恢复，
但我确实害怕，受到伤害的感觉.......
相信或不相信吗？
我选择相信.....
希望我的决定是正确的......

一段不能公开的感情会永久？

今天，我和我的朋友讨论这个话题....
一段不能公开的感情会永久？
可以信任呢？
突然，我不知道如何回答他，
在爱情的世界，我有尝试和失败几次，
...我同意这种关系是情侣之间的事，
快乐或不快乐是情人之间的事情，
但一些行动涉及别人的一部分，
例如，让其他知道谁是你的爱人是重要的，
这是不是显示出来，
但它带来深深的意思是，
这是关于安全感。。。。。。
让你的恋人有归属感....
让你的爱人要注意，你很认真的关系...
同意吗？

holiday

already back hometown for 6 day,
nothing much can do,
i just watch drama and movie at room.
my laptop already broke, causes me cannot online at room,
if i need online , i need to cyber cafe.....
cyber cafe .... in that place, i can see different style of human.....
some was playing online game, such as dota
some just same as me, just suft internet and chatting
within cc, we have own world without interrupt others,
some of my friends ask me , why i don want work during holiday ?
yes, if i want work , i can easily get job.
however, i choose to start at home...
because if i work , time i spend at home will less n less.....
i want accompany my parent during holiday ... since i not around due to study .......
holiday .... i wish to have wonderful holiday ^^